Tuesday, February 7, 2012 . 1:31 AM

sigh... its an uphill task. not on the same wavelength.. :(

T.T really alot tears flowing.

Saturday, January 14, 2012 . 12:59 AM

Now when I look back, it seems like a stupid decision to confess to her. I will try hard to just busy myself with work till the point of overloading. And as time passes, kill off the feelings that I have. Irritated her when i talked about vegan boy. Just hope that she can find someone who has the same thinking and beliefs to support her the entire life. Why wasn't I there for her during poly times.

Friday, January 13, 2012 . 9:55 PM

Monday, January 2, 2012 . 2:11 AM

Really sian, heart broken. At times, being told the truth is better than a white lie. But well, this is what I hope for. Someone who can take care of her, give her a shoulder to cry on. In that pic, the smile on her face shows happiness. Something that I can't give her. Oh well.. why are you so concern over a girl who is not yours?

Saturday, December 31, 2011 . 12:05 AM

Cant even run properly now. The toe nail became ingrown again i tink. FML.

Thursday, December 29, 2011 . 1:31 AM

不哭了不笑了，为谁努力我也不明白。

Wednesday, December 28, 2011 . 12:35 AM

Don't really know what to write for this. But after reading it, realised that there were so many opportunities and chances that I missed. Felt something was wrong, asked but got a reply that everything is ok and I chose to bindly believe it. When the truth is that you are so tired and barely hanging on. The smile was just a facade all along. For the 2 years, i added on to your burden with my low confidence. And with the pressure of other things, you crumpled. If only.... I had done more things to help you push the negative away, you would have reached point B.

Been given so many chances to be strong, made good my promise but all I did is simply to waste time away with no concrete plans in sight. Guess I will still hang on till that someone comes along and takes care of you. Or maybe that guy is already here. Once that is accomplished, then I will focus on my goals. The strongest person still needs a partner for their emotional needs.